Words from inside the mind of Matt Anselmo
On the vibe of a good feeling. I think I centered what’s got me messed up in the head. I think I can clear it, well, at least push it around so I can function.
I’ll try to avoid
Defend, defeat
As a mentality for now
Dream, cause it’s never too late to dream. And if dreamings all we got well bless our hearts. There’s good in this word. Try our best to not ignore it.
I’ve dreamt I was an angel, I’ve dreamt I was a savior.
When the lights go out
I’ll have spent my day
Fearing the lord
And wishing my sins away
Maybe I’ll never be on a marquee
And maybe I’ll never steel the show
But as far your concerned
I’ll never let go
And when the lights go out
I’ll haven’t looked away
Knowing the good lord
Made you stay
I was born to ride a Harley
My head wrapped in a bandana
And a leather vest on my back
And believe me I wanna
I was born to ride horses
My head tucked in the shade of a cowboy hat
Plow acres at a time of land that’s mine
An old red Chevy with hay in the back
I was born to get my hands dirty
With out fear in my mind
Stand tall and proud
Show respect and be kind
I was born to be a man
Beyond the sunset searching
Now it’s after dark I know
But I swore to you
That I’d never let go
Miles and miles from the ocean
But still I’m hoping
To drift off at sea with you
Doing all the things we were meant to
Sacraments offered among the poor
So full, but they keep eating more
Flushed with wine
Stuffed with bread
Another glimpse might
Cure the way you feel
Just a confession might
When you had to kill
Take what you need
But don’t take it all
Little soft whispers in my head
Telling me yes they’re telling me
Everything is going to be okay
And in my heart I know they’ll be
I know sometimes it’s hard to see
Through endless possibility
But we find the strength
And defy the length
Of time we spend in happiness
Live our lives with no regrets
Little soft voices in my head
Yelling at me yes they’re yelling at me
Everything is going to be okay
And in my heart I know they’ll be
These dam herniated discs in my neck and back are getting the worst of me and I’ve put them off for too long. Today was one of those days. 0* outside I was in the garage from about 9am-430pm. Just to have more stuff go wrong. I love the automotive world. It used to be cool. I use to work on things cause I wanted to. Now I do it cause I have to. I’m a car guy, always will be. But I want out out the mechanic life sometimes. I can never ride in a car and relax. My mind is constantly playing out the possibility of things going wrong and what I’ll have to fix next. It was that way with wrestling, after training I could never watch it as a fan, I always critiqued the way others did it. My words of advise if you took the time to read this… If you enjoy something … Love it.
Slime to the top
Like it’s all that you got
When the rest of the world
Promises not
Faces fall apart
And it’s a long way down
From this high
When you feel like
Your gonna die
Trade places with the rug on the floor
So you don’t have to fall anymore
Faces fall apart
When it’s a long way down
And I was too high
And I swear I felt like
I was gonna die
There’s a possibility
That I might lose my mind
I might be one of those
With blood on my clothes
Justice is bad word
Seems it’s lost its meaning
Someone wake me up
I must be dreaming
The called her out for a fight
They didn’t see me in her corner
If it’s a fight that they want
Believe it, I’m here beside her
Justice is a sad word
Now it’s lost it’s meaning
Please wake me up
I really hope I’m dreaming
One day someday I know
I’ll be daddy, and I’ll be so happy
To think a little life
In my arms
Was a sparkle in my eyes
That’s me, when he or she cries
I’ll do my part and
I’ll be there and I’ll be strong
Even when I’ve got to
Admit that I’m wrong
Cause my dad once said
One day someday I know
I’ll be a daddy, and I’ll be so happy
Remember me 